I miss you. I do :'(

Today, if my mom hidup lagi, she will be 59 :) but I bet.. Dia msti cantik. Paling penting cantik kat mata I :)

Since dia dah xde, I feel like I lost almost everything. I'm very close to her.. Imagine, every weekend msti ada mother-daughter day out. Kami pegi tgk wayang, window shopping etc, ect. Bila dia xde tu, terasa sgtlah something missing. Rasa mcm hilang matahari yang selama ni dok menyinar dan bagi I tenaga.

Bila fikir blk, rasa mcm baru je semalam dia tinggal kan I. Tp x sangka.. Tahun ni genap 7thn dia tinggal kan I.. Perit dia, sakit dia.. Lain.. Xde sapa bole rasa. Xde mak, dgn xde ayah lain.. Tapi, kalau di beri pilihan.. Dua2 I nak sentiasa ada dgn I.. Apa yg mampu skrg ni, berdoa semoga dia aman di sana..

I kalau ada anak nanti, nak ade relationship and bond yang sama mcm I dgn Mummy.. I want to treat my kids mcm Mummy treat I..

I igt lagi last word yg dia ckp I, before dia msk OT and lepas tu I da x jumpa dia dah. "You are a good girl" that is the last word that I heard from her. And I will keep that in mind forever. I miss you Mummy :'(

Al-Fatihah.


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