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'I x nak apa2 lah for my birthday, you simpan duit tu untuk kita kawin'(Azrilrizal, 2010)

I terkedu sekejup. Sayu je rasa hati I bila I tnya "You nk apa for ur birthday?"


I love you sooooo much sayang! I will always be there for you for your ups & down. InsyaAllah..

PMS

PMS & SMS adalah dua pekara yang berlainan ya. Tiada kait mait langsung kecuali SMS tu berbaur kekecewaan yg telah menguris hati si pengidap PMS tu.. Haaaa... Itu br ade kait mait. Tp sikit jelah x byk. Ciput je. PSM ialah Premenstrual syndrome (PMS) (also called PMT or premenstrual tension).

Causes

• The exact cause of PMS, headaches and depression are unknown. In fact, it is not known why some women have severe symptoms, some have mild ones, while others have none. It is generally believed that PMS, migraine and depression stem from neurochemical changes within the brain. Hormonal factors, such as estrogen levels, had not been appreciated until recent studies.

• The female hormone estrogen starts to rise after menstruation and peaks around mid-cycle (ovulation). It then rapidly drops only to slowly rise and then fall again in the time before menstruation. Estrogen hold fluid and with increasing estrogen comes fluid retention: many women report weight gains of five pounds premenstrually. Estrogen has a central neurologic effect: it can contribute to increase brain activity and even seizures. Estrogen can also contribute to retention of salt and a drop in blood sugar. PMS patients and migraineurs benefit from both salt and sugar restriction and a mild diuretic.

credit to http://www.usdoctor.com/pms.htm

Normally kita-kita pempuan ni akan kena a week before period or a few days before kan? Can also called as mood swing. When semua benda pun nak angin. Kejup kang nak nagis, kejup kang gelak happy-happy. Sat lagi kang emo. Well that is what you called PSM. Senang tersentap. It happen to me everymonth. Well bukan I sorg je, semua pun kan?

But boys selalu kadang2 x faham kan. Or dorg buat2 x fhm? X fhm I. Hahahaa.. Barapa byk x faham daaa.. I just got my lovely dovey PMS a few days back. So sume je nak tersentap, nak emo. Bukan I nak. But then sometimes En Azrilrizal ni x faham2 pulak my situation :( I did not ask for it. Tanyalah mana2 perempuan pun. Mesti tak nak kan? Dala kadang2 ade yg skt before period. X syiok kan? Bila kita explain "I faham... I faham.." End up I tgk mcm x faham2 juga. Mcm mana? Rasa mcm nk bg je PMS tu kat dia. I wish I could.

But I kalo PMS, still lg melayan En Azrilrizal. Kata sayang kann.. Tp tulah, kadang2 skt ati jg. But in the end of the day. I tau I x bole kalo dia xde. I cant image what my life would be without him. 5 yrs and in a few months our relationship will be 6yrs. Been there for his ups and down. He was also there for my ups and down. Since my mum pass away dia da ade dgn I. So, I x bole kalau dia xde. Last Sunday Mak En Azrilrizal srh kumpul duit utk kawin. Siapa x nak. Semua yang in relationship nak end up with tie knot kann.. Well for me, I hope I will have my happy ending. Cuma nya bukan masa terdekat ni sbb I pun br je nak abes intern. Nak cr kerja lagi. Then br bole kumpul duit.

En Azrilrizal dan I ade impian masing2 before we want to setel down. I guess lepas da both of us punya impian tercapai, we will talk about marrige ;) Apa impian tu, biarlah rahsia :)

Pernah tak?

Pernah x korang beli sesuatu, lepas casher tu ckp harga barang tu otomatik korang tersentap? Kira nya xdelah tersentap sgt, cuma bila fikir balik.. "Eh, mahal betul?". Tulah pekara yang br je jadi kat I harini. Td before pg solat I mcm lapa, sbb pg td mkn roti dgn air kosong saja. Bli kat JJ smlm dgn En Azrilrizal. Tapiiiiiiiiiii, di sebabkan I sekarang ni nak lose weight a bit sbb dah mula sedey tgk certain baju npk sendat. I mula menghadkan pengambilan makanan harian. Hehehee.. berangan-berangan nak amik the 14 days challenge by Fitness Cereal. HAHAHAHAHAHAA... Ntah pape je I ni. I tau T____T

Okay, berbalik pada topic asal kan... I mmg suka beli nenas dkt food court building I keje ni. Sedap, manis rasa mcm nenas Sarawak, tp bukan. Lagipun I mmg suka mkn nenas ;) Nak di jadi kan cerita, I pglah beli nenas kt fourt court, tp sebelum tu I npk wantan mee. Pergh! Mcm menarik sgt. Tp I kawal nafsu, kata td nak lose weight kan? So, I pun menuju ke ke gerai Buah-buahan. Smpai je I terus mintak Aunty tu potong nenas... Eh! Tak! I amik MANGGA dulu instead of nenas. I wonder why. Myb sbb die tempting sgt kot. Bulat dan warna yg menyelerakan. Lepas tu baru I amik nenas. Dah setel, I pun nak bayar lah. Tgk kat board tu dia tulis Mangga-RM2. Sekali I kena mangga & nenas RM4? Maknanya mangga tu RM3. Tp xpe, dgn harapan mangga tu mesti sedap. Sbb warna dia mmg nampak manis je. Sekali I mkn! OMG! Masam!! And Im not a sour type of person! *tisk, tisk* sedey betul. Frustttttttttttttt! Nasib nenas sedap. Tp mangga masam tu cost me RM3 :( bole beli lunch tau! Tapi kicap die pedas pulak today. Mcm nak menangis I mkn :P

I kalo bab makan, tak suka berkira. Sbb Mummy I da ajar dr kecik lagi mcm tu. I pulak mmg suka mkn sedap2. X kesah berapa price dia. Itulah persamaan yg I dgn En Azrilrizal ada. Kami suka mkn. Dan mkn yg sedap2 ;) tu pasal lah badan kami pun SEDAP2. HAHAHAHAA ;P Tapi kann, siapa x suka mkn sedap kan? semua pun suka kannnnn? As long as the result sedap. Hehehehee ;P

Mau Baby chubby macam ni! ^.^

at Chillis MV

tgk, tgk I da chubby kan?? Kan?? *tisk, tisk* T______T

*tp I happy sgt that day. Got something special from En Azrilrizal. Birthday plis come faster! :D

Gambar mmg xde kena mengena dgn entri. Ehehehehe.. Saja je sbb boring! Next week last internship! Cant wait!! Wehuuuu~~!! Smlm En Latiff my supervisor dtg tgk. Alhamdullilah everything went well. I hope I will graduate with flying colors. Insyaallah.. Amin! Nebes lah plak! Hehehee.. I just want my parents to be happy for me. Thats all. I want to make them proud ;) If Mummy is here, mesti seronok. I hope she can see me. Well, next year will be a big year for me. Lepas ni JOB HUNTING!!! Heheheee.. Da besau da sy ni T___T

Raya Ketiga

Raya ketiga dekat Pahang (Teriang/Kg Guai) :)

This year punya raya sedey lah sikit sbb I demam. Start 1st daya Raya I dah demam. but I rase Raya kali ni syiok dia lain machem sikit sbb I dapat blk ke rumah Arwah Atok I yg ade dusun tuu.. Da bape thn x beraya dekat situ. Semenjak my atuk pindah Bahau a year before dia meninggal. Ni suma kampung belah arwah Mummy I. Sbb papa punya kampung x best! Hahahah.. Mesti dia kecik ati T_T mmg x lah kan! Sbb dia sendiri happy kalo balik kampung. Wkt bulan puasa my bro ade ckp x nak bllk kg this year. So I btau papa yg I nak juga blk.. Then he said "Okk" so maknanya dia pun suka lah ka?? ngheeeeee ;)

Masa balik rumah atok dkt Pahang, cantikkk sgt sbb musim buah. So rambutan mmg mantap2 ngheeeeeeee!! Rse x nak blk KL dah time tuu.. I mmg suka blk kg! Suka sgt2! Tp xtaulah nanti kalo da kawin still bole camni ke x.. Yelah, mestilah En Azrilrizal nak blk kg die kt Tepeng jg. Walaupun suma family members dia ade dkt KL T_T

Raya Kedua

My Raya kedua is at Bahau Nogori Sombilan :)

Raya kedua tiap-tiap tahun mesti ke N9.. Dah mmg mcm tu lepas arwah atok dah xde ;) sbb kuburnya ade dkt N9. Jadi mlm tu akan tidur di Rumah Pusaka ni lah.. Pagi esk nya (Raya k-3) akan ke Pahang pula ;) aktiviti mlm tu ilah ber gossip smpai lebam dan sesi BBQ bersama ahli keluarga :) Heaven!!

Raya 2010 Hari Pertama

Seperti yang telah di janji kan.. Kehkehkehhh.. Xlambat lagi kan kalo I nak update about my Raya this year. Gila rajin tahun ni, tahun lepas x update pun okk. Lantaklah! Last year nak up date tapiiii verangan je lebey sbb I x buat pun ;P

Sbb I bukan artis pon nak update2 selalu. Ade mase I update lah.. Besides, I bukan famous amous blogger pun ^.^ speaking about Famous Amus.. Laparr lah pulakk! I puasa today. Tapi altely ni selalu kena gastrik. Ntah ape yg di stress kan nya pun I tatau! Perut, plis lah behave T_T

*Kini tiba masanya berhari raya..* Cewahh.. feeling nyanyi la pulak! Mari kita lihat gambar-gambar rajah di bawah ;)

Semua ni Raya Pertama dkt Klang rmh My Aunty ;)

Semenjak My mum past away.. I sambut Raya at my Aunty house kat Klang. Mlm Raya @ sebelum bebuka I dgn my Family geraklah ke sana. Bukan jauh pun ikot kesas 40min smpai. Kuikuikui.. Tp kira terasa jugalah perasaan nak blk kg tu sbb my Aunty punya rumah dkt kawasan kampung ;) My dad punya Mak ade kat Selayang. Tp I lebih rapat on Mummy punya side. And dapat Bapak pun jenis x kesah mana-mana pun bole ;) so. Raya Klang! ngheeee :) So, pagi raya lepas solat Aidilfitri (I xpg pun :P) pastu sume dah balik sesi makan2 pulak.. lepas tu sesi mintak2 maaf smbil2 dapat duit raya ^.^ (thn ni I xdpt byk pun :( da DEWASA kan. ngheee) lepas tu sesi amik2 gambar studio. Wakakakaa.. lepas da selesai semua, baru lah ke Kubur Awrah Mummy I dekat Shah Alam sec21. Kemudian, bermulalah sesi melawat2, beraya-beraya kat rumah saudara-mara. Mlm pulak ke Rumah En Azrilrizal si buah hati pengarang jantung saya ^.^

Patut nya cerita pasal Hari Raya

Lama betul I x update blog kan? Kesian blog ku ni.. Makin kurus, tp tuan blog makin berisi! Muahahahahaa.. Okay2 I promise esk I update psl my Hari Raya (mcm lah org kesah kan? hahaha) which I find this year punya Raya gila AUSOOMMEEE okkk! :)) ( but if moi Mummy still hidup lg it would be much more AUSOOOMMEE!!)

Lagi pun ade satu masaelah, gambar2 Raya x transfer lg kat laptop! Muahahahahaa.. npk sgt I pemalas uolss :P

Harini, I xde buat ape2 sgt dkt office, adelah buat2 kerja sikit then I bukak lah muka buku. And I find that today my fave blog page punya owner punya birthday. Bape byk punya lah! Asal lah my BM is getting worse! Kalo my dad baca mesti makan hati T___T *tsk..tsk*.

Okay, back to the story mory. I pun wish lah Pipiyapong punya birthday kat Facebook. and he likes my post!! weehuuu~~! Mcm x pecaya je. I've been reading his blog for quite sometimes lah. X sangka dia like I punya post tu. (to En. Azrilrizal x yah jeles okk? I tau you pun suka bc blog die ;) )

Ngheeeeeee :P

Hahahaa.. Terlebih sudah! terlebih bangga! LOL ;P okkklah, esk I will do my Raya entri okk :)) daaa~~